This is where I lived the past five years... five of the happiest years of my life...

My friend Jeremy sent me the pic tonite. And I'm stunned. It doesn't look real... it can't be...

And the worst part was having to call my friend Lorna, who still lived upstairs on the left side, and tell her to check her email for the pictures... I never want to have to do anything like that again in my life.

I know I'm incredibly fortunate. I met Don at a party almost a year ago and fell so much in love that I left the city I thought I'd never leave. But... still... it ain't easy to look at that picture... what might have been.. what is...

*sigh*